Originally posted on October 09, 2007 at friendsterblogs.com
right now i'm really hoping to pass all my major subjects (yes, unfortunately im still in school)...this has got to be the worst sem ever. i feel so stressed but nothing's happening with my grades. i mean, i'm still struggling with acads. i'm planning to file an LOA next sem by the way. wala lang, but that decision is not final. (it's still subject to discussion and parental consent)
i guess PharmChem 35 triggered this thought. i remember at the start of this sem i made a promise to myself that this would be the start of me becoming "academically serious" since im already in my MRR (Maximum Residency Rule). i was all over my acads from June until August but then the work started piling up one after another, then the exams came. the low grades despite massive efforts kicked in. my workload bacame more and more demanding and the issue of not living in a dorm still bugs me.
then came my second exam in PharmChem 35 (pharmaceutical analysis I). i mean i know there is such a thing as "the UP edge" but common! 238 items equated to a 100%?!!! even the 2 hours was not enough. and to top it all off the exam was as pharmaceutically challenging, demanding and exhausting as ever. i did review (a little) but how i wish i didn't ever bother.
im really getting what divine has gone through
when will the cycle end?
i feel so EMPTY. i hate my procrastinating self.
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