H.O.

i want to let go
of the hurt you caused me

but with that pain

comes the joy of loving you

that even if it tears me

to see you held by his hand

walked home by him

i still find peace inside your eyes

no matter how many times

my heart gets shattered

i would gladly pick the pieces up

and put them back together

for this is my only retreat

my reverie from the outside truth

that even if things felt so right

you were never mine to begin with

i'll just close my eyes

take these tears forgranted

and think about the times you said you'd be there for me

forever.........



Author's Note: my writing style is VERY EXPERIMENTAL ...meaning it doesn't have to rhyme or follow pantameter measurements...i think its futile to restrict yourself to limitations when it comes to writing...Read: freedom of expression. the enigma of the title is very quote:intriguing